HighOctane

2004-03-25T20:33:00.000+08:00

dang!!! The Passion's M18 now.. n wont be able to watch it wit rachel.. -sigh-.. neway, the heart makes the plans. but its the lord who answers it. had this verse for devotions today. yea.
really disppointed tt i cant go!! argh!! hope rachel n i will still be able to go out on tt day.. prolly go catch a movie tog, n go get rings? haha.. dunno..

dunno wad else to write.. nuthin much happened in school today. so yea. signin off now. yup.

ich liebe rachel yong jiayi. =)

2004-03-22T16:42:00.000+08:00

ah... had study camp till 1520 today. goes for the rest of teh week.. sian.. neway, im talkin on the phone wit my honey now. yea.. dunno wad to talk aldy. hmmm.. o ya.. durin chem...

Jon: thank God darren isnt....
Me: darren is here la Fatty!

haha.. man.. i dunno wad made me say tt.. it just came out of my mouth so quickly.. hahaha.. o well.. then bernard kept laughin so much.. hahaha.. glad i made someone laugh today. yea.. we've got like 'twinspeak'.. we sometimes do things tog, say the same things tog.. hahaha.. cool.. quite happy today.. yea.. yupyup.

2004-03-16T16:23:00.000+08:00

-talkin to my babe on the phone now.
service was really gd last sunday. yupyup. was singin Amazing Love, when i suddenly felt like tearin. like.. whoa! neway, after praise and worship, pastor ronald was preachin, n he was like so funny, sayin tt God made cauliflower n veg, then satan created macs. haha.. was really funny. couldnt really rmb much though. yea. well, neway, mom said she liked the service too.. btw, jei, it'd be really great if u could get J. John to come to the youth service of Grace Assembly of God. i think it'd be a real gd idea. haha..
neway, i guess tts bout it for today.. yea. will continue another day.. yupyup..
-i luv my darling-

2004-03-11T19:40:00.000+08:00

-wit the motivation to update from my darlin- im finally updatin again. haha.. neway, had this small 'fight' today cuz was kinda bored.. lol.. n ended up wit a swollen shin, n tt guy ended up wit bout 2 bumps on the head or so.. neway, the swell's better after icin it.. yea.. jie, plz plz plz DUN tell mom or dad bout wad happened today. k? haha.. thx eh??
hmm.. cant go out wit her this sat cuz have parade. n gues i can only meet her next sat. yea.. n its also our 2nd mth tog on tt day!!! haha.. was kinda fast. happy!!! hehe.. luv u lots honey! *muackxz*

2004-03-10T21:49:00.000+08:00

updatin cuz my babe asked me to.. haha! i luv u darlin!! talkin to wayne on the phone, n online wit her... kinda rushin cuz i got some keft over a-math work tts due tmr... yea.. neway, happy today cuz finally could see my honey online.. n yea.. well, gonna watch the butterfly effect on sat wit her.. n i finish watchin TIMELINE!!! woo hoo! its rocks... damn nice.. though effects werent al tt gd.. but yea... still nice..

2004-03-09T21:56:00.000+08:00

once again, im at mom's house.. i dunno wads wrong wit jonathan.. seriously.. he's like tellin me tt i should break up n stuff. n he says its not gd n all tt crap.. i dunno if its true, but i dun care.. i just luv rachel so much. n i will continue doin tt. haha! im not sure if he's jealous or wad, but i've had enough.. seriously.. its like he wants to see me break up.. argh!!!!! gosh.. wassup wit tt man?!

2004-03-08T21:57:00.000+08:00

Me: yup yup.. yeah.. bye. luv u
Her: yea.. bye. luv u.
haha! had a conversation wit rachel just now.. yea. n those were our endin sentances.. haha.. man.. she's just so sweet.. haha.. o well.. neway, at mom's hse now.. havin some privacy, n listenin to praise n owrship songs.. yupyup..
and.. R-AGE rocks!!! haha

2004-03-07T19:55:00.000+08:00

ooo yea! 7th feb, sunday rocks! woot!!!.. hahaha.. well, for one, i went back to church for the first time in like 3 yrs.. feel so redeemed now. n so free n happy!!!! thank u God! haha.. n in april, the church's gonna bring us to watch The Passion! woo hoo!! hahaha.. guess who i'm bringin. hehehe.. i guess some of u should know alr. haha.. neway, im so happy today cuz i also went out wit Rachel after church.. hahaha.. been waitin for it.. n boy... she's just perfect man.. so cute n stuff.. hahaha.. hoo.. hehe.. luv to see her again.. n yea.. tts basically it.. just an angel in my eyes.. hahaha.. luv her lots.. *muackx*.. neway, i was like such a klutz today.. haha.. stepped on her toe (ACCIDENTILY), cuz its like im so big size.. n she's quite small built.. yea.. just luv her.. hahaha!
luv her more than a million MnMs. hahaha...

IM FEELIN SO FREE!!!!

2004-03-05T20:51:00.000+08:00

heyy!!! kinda happy.. we actually resolved the whole thing in less than half hour.. haha. it was her sister.. heh heh.. o well.. stupid me.. as usual.. neway sean was really helpful today.. very fast in respondin. lol.. *sam.. u mite hate me for sayin this* hahaha! neway, yea.. he was.. not tt usual lagger.. haha.. o well.. mite b goin out wit her tmr.. excited.. hehe

2004-03-04T16:09:00.000+08:00

-sigh... ya know wad rachel?! i've had enough of it! really.. i really cant take it anymore.. we're so behind in communication. i dun wanna break up. but enough is enough.. argh!...
heh...
on the other hand.. nuthin much to talk bout.. just not sure if i'm makin the rite choice.. but fuck it.. i cant take it nemore.. o well... o yea... goin church wit jonathan this sun.. kinda excited.... something to smile about after so much of crap.. nuthin to write nemore.. just really tired.. heh..

2004-03-02T22:42:00.000+08:00

ok.. guess i should start updatin. neway, just really tired after spendin some time at the BB admin rm.. its like i know where i find my joy laughter n help from.. its from my frens in BB.. really enjoyed myself there, though it was a short moment, it was still really fun.. we got high tog, n started laughin n stuff.. mann.. dun ming havin this everyday.. seriously.. today's wayne's bday. n he got pissed cuz of some stupid fucked-face sec 2.. somehow, i feel tt my BB batch has some special bonds tt we will keep till we die.. o well.. mayb its real, mayb its just me thinkin too far ahead.. heh heh

2004-02-17T17:01:00.000+08:00

hey all.. wanted to place another lyrics. but thot tt if i continue wit this, it's gonna turn into a lyrics page.. lol.. lame..neway, school was kinda stale today.. nuthin much goin on... cant play bball cuz im injured. heh.. gonna see a specialist sometime this wk i guess.. yea..
haha.. goin for an expedition nxt sat. yea! lol.. hope my knee can carry me.. lol.. so yea. i guess tts bout it.. n i think im gonna call it quits wit rachel.. we're like lackin so much in communication n stuff which i dun wanna say.. yea.. i just.. i dunno.. o well.. i guess she wants it too? i dunno.. jut makin assumptions.. so.. ya.. haha.. sian..
n guess wad!? i think i've got a.....
tune in for nxt entry

lyrics site 1
lyrics site 2

2004-02-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

slpin soon. neway, decided to post b4 it. yea
rachel n i placed the relationship on hold today, studies n crap. haha.. well, yea. we still goin out on vday, n our 1 mth anniversary.. yupyup. kinda exctied. hmm.. bout 2 wks more to it. yea..
really dunno wad to write nemore.. just know im tired. haha.. yup. byer

3 DOORS DOWN
HERE WITHOUT YOU
A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it’s only you and me

luv u rach

2004-01-31T21:19:00.000+08:00

Sonicflood
-Cry Holy

every sun and moon and star
all declaring who you are
we fall silent in amazement
every word who and deep of man
every sea and grain of sand
all creation speaks
and now we sing to proclaim your majesty
let the earth rejoice
singing with one voice
let the people cry
holy holy lord
every creature sing
praises to the King
all creation cry
holy is the Lord
every song sung on the earth
will never capture all your worth
we fail silent in amazement
let every humble heart now see
the beauty of your majesty
all creation speaks
and now we sing to the
king above all kings....

*the content has nuthin to do wit the lyrics*
ARGH!!! the friggin bike fell on my toe.. dammit.. haha.. its better now.. really tired. dunno wad to write already.. will just end here

2004-01-26T17:48:00.000+08:00

the followin song is dedicated to my one n only rachel.. i luv ya.
Bon Jovi
I'd Die For You

If you could see inside my heart
Then you 'd understand
I'd never mean to hurt you
Baby I'm not that kind of man

I might not say I'm sorry
Yeah, I might talk rough sometimes
And I might forget the little things
Or keep you hanging on the line

In a world that don't know Romeo and Juliet
Boy meets girl and promises we can't forget
We are cast from Eden's gate with no regrets
Into the fire we cry

[Chorus:]
I'd die for you
I'd cry for you
I'd do anything
I'd lie for you
You know it's true
Baby I'd die for you
I'd die for you
I'd cry for you
If it came right down to me and you
You know it's true, Baby I'd die for you

I might not be a savior
And I'll never be a king
I might not send you roses
Or buy you diamond rings

But if I could see inside you
Maybe I'd know just who we are
'Cause our love is like a hunger
Without it we would starve

In a world that don't know Romeo and Juliet
Boy meets girl and promises we can't forget
We are cast from Eden's gate with no regrets
Into the fire we cry

[Chorus]

2004-01-13T17:47:00.000+08:00

gosh.. finally.. updated... sorry for 'slackin' bhind y'all... well, neway, kinda sick today.. sore throat, flu... n injured sole.. haha.. o well.. all in the life of a kid.. me.. im lame. nehow, i really dunno wad to rite.. 'cept tt i gotta take my pen out n start writin words on my hw.. im off! see ya

2004-01-05T23:29:00.000+08:00

hey all! haha.. finally got some 'strength' to update. haha.. school's quite fun today i guess.. had most of the teachers i wanted... haha.. best is history.. haha.. but the relief's like so.. gay man.. hehe.. well.. gotta slp now. will try to update more often.
woo hoo! gonna call stacey tmr..haha.. after so long.. btw sam, thx for helpin me wit the LP pic.. aight

2003-12-26T13:12:00.000+08:00

Faith Enough
by Jars Of Clay

The ice is thin enough for walkin’
The rope is work enough to climb
My throat is dry enough for talkin’
The world is crumbling’ but I know why
The world is crumbling’ but I know why

The storm is wild enough for sailing
The bridge is weak enough to cross
This body frail enough for fighting
I’m home enough to know I’m lost
Home enough to know I’m lost

It’s just enough to be strong
In the broken places, in the broken places
It’s just enough to be strong
Should the world rely on faith tonight

The land unfit enough for planting
Barren enough to conceive
Poor enough to gain the treasure
Enough a cynic to believe
Enough a cynic to believe

Confused enough to know direction
The sun eclipsed enough to shine
Be still enough to finally tremble
And see enough to know I’m blind
And see enough to know I’m blind

Should the world rely on faith tonight

listenin to this now.. a really really good song.. well, actually, the whole album's good.. jars of clay:who we are insteaduh.. so yea.. so for laggin behind on updatin

2003-12-23T20:33:00.000+08:00

dang! i really gotta upgrade my small brain.. grr! forgot like 40% of wad my math tutor thot me.. gosh.. i can rmb mot of my emath though.. weird huh..heh heh.. well, anyhow, just finish tuition. yea.. had 2 of it today. but cant really complain, cuz it wasnt the longest i've had. was in pri6 when tt happened.. friggin *beep* up tutor picked me up from school n went to every student's hse for tuition, n finally backat my hm to have a 1on1.. gee!.. haha. in the end, well... only my chinese improved.. hahaha.. o well..
see y'all round.

2003-12-18T16:55:00.000+08:00

heyhey.. this is gonna b my update for today i guess.. wont b updatin for the next 3-4 days. cuz will be in KL. yea.. sorry ah sam. wont b goin for tuition.. again.. maybe we could meet on wed? 24thdec. mite b goin out wit stacey

2003-12-15T23:01:00.000+08:00

finally! got a lil mood to write after listenin to linkin park: live in texas.. haha.. its really good.. i guess some of the songs kidna thot me how to move on. yea. really really good. for those who havent bought it, go get it! haha.. neway, the dvd's quiet good too.. so yea.. dunno wad else to write.. hmm.. rite, stacey got back from korea a few days ago.. really nuthin to write now.. see y'all round.

2003-12-13T02:01:00.000+08:00

gosh! i totally screwed up today man.. shiet! everything was goin on fine, until i started doubtin again.. n now she's pissed wit me.. -sigh.. all my F*ckin fault.. as usual.. -sighh.. o well.. tryin to make up to her. but just dunno wad to say.. n even if i say the rite stuff, n she listenin, tts a complete different matter..

2003-12-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

hmm.. finally got to go out wit jasmine. heh.. wasnt really good.. guess it was just too lil time spent wit her.. sigh.. but wad can i complain bout... at least i got to go out wit her.. yea.. took a few neos n spent the rest of the time at spinelli.. other then tt, nuthin much happened today.. so yea.. sigh.. *bends head down in 'disappointment'* see y'all round..

2003-12-08T17:57:00.000+08:00

*thinks of wad to write...* rite.. ok.. got it. haha.. well.. today wasnt all tt smooth. heh.. quarrelled wit her a lil.. but i guess we were alrite in the end.. so yea.. damn.. i really got nuthin to write today. haha.. guess this' my shortest entry yet. heh..

2003-12-07T17:02:00.000+08:00

ok. finally got some time and peace to update this... heh.. neway, was woken up cuz of luna this mornin.hahaha. jumped on the bed n bit my toes. *oww*n well, cuz of mom. heh.. neways, goin for dog handlin at 1745 so yea... nuthin much happenin today. so.. yea.. i guess tts bout all..byer. see y'all round

2003-12-06T00:32:00.000+08:00

grr! realyl tryin to find some time to go watch brother bear wit my sis.. ended up watchin looney tunes tt day, cuz bro bear was just too late.. looney was really a bad choice. totally.. lame? yea.. lame's the word.. nuthin new. most of it seen when we were kids liao.. rite guys!? hahaha..
neway, tryin not to slp tonite. so can see my godpa off at the airport.. finally can get my pair of flip-flops, really cant find sizes for my big feet..irritatin sometimes. hmmm.. so i guess tts bout al ive gotta write..
see y'all round later.

2003-12-04T10:02:00.000+08:00

holy crapper! gosh!.. my ankle's totally screwed man.. sigh.. woke up this mornin cuz of the pain.. dunno wad caused it. all i know is tt it really really hurts...o well... just my luck.. knee's almost healin, n now my ankle.. grr!

just hope tt she aint goin thru the same as me.hahaha...see y'all round

2003-12-03T11:04:00.000+08:00

-woo hoo! haha.. shes gonna get discharged today!. hahaha. kinda excited..
neway, i guess shes doin fine now. yea.. gonna watch brother bear wit my sis later, then goin for the body exibhit. ya...sounds scary. hahaha. been a really long time since i went to the movies wit my sis..*now shes back! from outer space!*
gee im seriously gettin lame.. o well.. haha.. bye for now

2003-12-02T11:22:00.000+08:00

heh... she ended up in hospital ytd. cuz fainted durin drill.. argh.. my days just keep gettin from bad to worse..
well neway, she kinda recovered this mornin. but she fainted again.. i dunno wads wrong.. n im like.. totally helpless?

neway, lookin on the bright side, gonna get my books[not very brite. but better than her faintin] n watchin bro bear wit my sis tmr.. so yea.. tts bout it..

see y'all round

2003-12-01T12:52:00.000+08:00

-sigh.. today's kinda screwed up.. was lookin forward to someone's comeback, from camp.. but in the end, i dunno wad happened, her camp was extended... so yea.. really miss her..

3 Doors Down
Here Without You

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated but I hope that it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it’s only you and me

2003-11-30T15:57:00.000+08:00

Hmm. really new to this thing. so yea..forgive me if this screws up. hahaha
neway, dad wanted to spend time wit me. but in e end, he ended up cleanin up his CDs..like.. wad the hell!?nuthin really much happened today. 'cept for the fact tt i got a blog.haha.. much thx to sam. yea..

2003-11-30T12:19:00.000+08:00

testing 1 2 3 !?!